25… Unemployed… Feeling Defeated.
My name is Cedrina. I’m 25. I am a college graduate with a Bachelor of Arts in Communication. I wanted to be a journalist a long time ago, but then the news world changed. And it became so much harder to get on in places where I wanted to be. So, feeling defeated, I gave up. I’m about 3 weeks away from having to move back home from being unemployed for the last 6 months, and at this point, it’s the lowest I’ve ever felt.
I haven’t lived at home with my parents in almost 8 years. I know it’s going to be different—and hard. Don’t get me wrong. I am more than thankful and grateful that I am still able to go home. But it’s not exactly exciting. I feel that somewhere down the line I did something wrong. I made the wrong choices. And that all this is happening to me because of some very bad energy I put into the world that is now haunting me.
I decided that I would start using my Tumblr as a means of coping with this. I’ll still post things—albeit randomly and far & in between—that interest me. But I think that this will be a good way to just get things off of my chest. And of course, to look back at a few years down the line and be like, “oh, remember when…?”
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