and things of that nature.

i finally found the right blog site to cater to my sporadic thoughts and things i like, poetry, and things of that nature.
~ Monday, May 6 ~
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25… Unemployed… Feeling Defeated.

My name is Cedrina. I’m 25. I am a college graduate with a Bachelor of Arts in Communication. I wanted to be a journalist a long time ago, but then the news world changed. And it became so much harder to get on in places where I wanted to be. So, feeling defeated, I gave up. I’m about 3 weeks away from having to move back home from being unemployed for the last 6 months, and at this point, it’s the lowest I’ve ever felt.

I haven’t lived at home with my parents in almost 8 years. I know it’s going to be different—and hard. Don’t get me wrong. I am more than thankful and grateful that I am still able to go home. But it’s not exactly exciting. I feel that somewhere down the line I did something wrong. I made the wrong choices. And that all this is happening to me because of some very bad energy I put into the world that is now haunting me.

I decided that I would start using my Tumblr as a means of coping with this. I’ll still post things—albeit randomly and far & in between—that interest me. But I think that this will be a good way to just get things off of my chest. And of course, to look back at a few years down the line and be like, “oh, remember when…?”

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~ Tuesday, April 16 ~
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She stuck a bookmark
in my heart
and walked away.
— Saul Williams, from “She” (via belle-de-nuit)

(Source: oofpoetry)


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~ Thursday, April 11 ~
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~ Monday, March 11 ~
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another intro i did. 

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~ Monday, February 11 ~
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… my dog is the best chillin’ partner. he’s taught me so much even though he does nothing, lol.

… my dog is the best chillin’ partner. he’s taught me so much even though he does nothing, lol.

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oddfuture:

The Intenet performs ‘Give It Time’ on NPR!

… this is jammin’ on the one. 

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~ Sunday, January 20 ~
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I am a special person. I am capable of doing great, possible things. There is no one else like me.I have feelings that can easily be hurt. Please be gentle with me. I have ideas to share. Please listen to me. I want to do my very best everyday in every way. I am your future. Please encourage me to be the best that I can be. You may be seated.
— My elementary school creed (Abrams Elementary School, Bessemer, AL)
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~ Monday, January 14 ~
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i’ve been writing again. it feels better this go ‘round. i’ve learned to not be afraid of my truths, my ugly, my bad… 


~ Friday, December 28 ~
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… tonight was a good night.

… tonight was a good night.

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~ Thursday, December 27 ~
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… finally started on the sleeve after much debate.

… finally started on the sleeve after much debate.

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